06-24-2016, 08:33 AM
(06-24-2016, 07:54 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Not stupid at all.
REALLY ***** STUPID.
Guess it's the day for it.
(06-24-2016, 07:54 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Just kidding.
I said it somewhere on the forum, but essentially I'm looking to get some of the sexual spark we had early on in our relationship back. I read about marriages where the woman is the one left wondering why her husband doesn't want to have sex with her anymore. My marriage is the opposite. Sex is a cornerstone of life for me. My wife? Not-so-much. She could take it or leave it. I don't get it. She has an orgasm 2-4 times in 5 minutes. What's not to like?
Hmmm... how was the sex in the beginning? how long have you guys been married?
(06-24-2016, 07:54 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Another reason, if I'm being completely honest, is ego. I want to know what it's like to feel like a piece of meat. I want to be lusted after. I want to see the hunger in their eyes, and turn it down, lol. I'm just hoping it's not as hard as it could turn out to be. So that part's a little scary.
I wouldn't recommend this. It's not "nice" to reject women who come onto you out of ego. Trust me, I know. I used to do it all the time (back when women would approach me, that is). Definitely not healthy and I regret it. One of the few things in my life I regret tbh.
(06-24-2016, 07:54 AM)RTBoss Wrote: I also want to rid myself of GSF revolving around women & sex. I was raised in a Christian "keep-it-in-your-pants," until you're married, virginity is special, porn-is-the-devil (bad boy for looking at that Playboy!), how dare you think of a girl like that who you haven't married yet...you get the picture. I feel like that crap still affects me to this day. I also have GSF around my self-image. So experience being viewed as sexy, wanted, etc. will do wonders for my self-esteem. I'm tired of judging myself all the time, I want that cycle to end.
I can relate to this. I was brought up in a strict christian house too, but was blessed (cursed at the time lol) with a high sex drive starting at age 6. My life was hell till I learned to repress my sexual nature. Now I'm undoing it all. Definitely sucks.
(06-24-2016, 07:54 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Finally, I guess I wanna test my mettle. Can I resist? Would I throw it all away for a little fun on the side? I'd like to think I wouldn't. Perhaps I'm playing with fire. I guess we'll find out.
I would say that being married to an alpha who can get pussy from any hot girl he wants would be a desirable thing (for the woman). Read: http://www.blackdragonblog.com/2014/07/1...p-with-it/
