(Old Journal/No More Updates)Cars, Parks, and Restrooms - DMSI 5.5G/Maximum Sexiosity

[dweller94]

I've been feeling really tired from using this sub but I feel like I'm getting used to it now. Today was good attention is up there. I mean, I get attention anyway but it feels different almost like they want a piece of me. Had a couple of girls ask randomly for the time today that maybe nothing but yeah. I was out in the city smoking too much sheesha really messes my head up, need to lay off that kind of puts me in a really sleepy state afterwards and I block everything out. Seen two hot girls in a public park garden area I felt them notice me, but I didn't utilise the opportunity :/ due to my post sheesha headache. Manifestations are working well =D

Another thing I've noticed is a weird spiral of jealously from my friends it's almost like I can sense it, but when they say things like 'why is your hair looking so good' 'you think you're better than me' I laugh it off and say yeah I do. It's almost like they're competing, I hope it's nothing but it's like your social circle has an influence especially if they make you feel a certain way or if they're secretly hating, like I don't need none of that shit..

And regarding family I met my Aunty she shook my hand and was like you should be a model I'm like naah, AOS is powering up.

I just need to kind of let go and stop consciously coming in the way expectations and blah blah best thing I would say is let the sub do its thing.