03-04-2025, 07:58 PM
I'm just noticing how the influence of the people surrounding me since childhood is vanishing, even if those are just memories the way how they manipulated my life had a huge impact, first, believing someone is always watching me so they can scorn me for whatever, second, always trying to tell me how to live, you need to make friends, you need to obey, you need to fear, you need to behave, no surprise why i hate people, i don't even need to hide my misanthropy anymore or to put it simple, I treat animals and objects more humanely than people, i just hate the human being and their idiocy, i know i'm not better but at least i don't try to avoid it, i also know not everyone is like this but i lost faith in humanity so that's it, this sounds horrible as hell but this are my most sincere thoughts, the ones i could never express and i don't intend to change that since there doesn't seems to be a way to do so, i also don't intend to burn the village as they say, i know is already burning so i'm just chilling and living my way, back to what i was just talking about, i just realized i don't feel someone is watching me and if someone scorn me i just don't care, if someone tries to tell me how i should live i just don't care, if someone tries to be friends with me i just don't care, there is a phrase that describe my situation: The more I socialize, the more I love my dog. This is the last time i post something like this.
