OGSF 5.9G | Ultimate Man

[GreekGod22]

Day 46 OFF

Yesterday was my 3rd day OFF, but I felt like I needed to listened to the sub, so I played 1 loop of Hybrid. 
Today, some frustrations/ regrets from my college years(2010 - 2014) came to surface, and I think it's OGSF triggering them. I was so shy, so defeated, so unhappy. Those were some miserable years.

I used to listen to soundtracks from shows I watched. One of them being The Sopranos. It's interesting how the songs that we are drawn to tell us something about us, or our traumas. "The beast in me", "No more I love you's" would suggest guilt, victimhood, the belief that I am not worthy of love.