10-26-2024, 05:15 PM
Day 73,
Things are a bit bumpy. My social and sexual drives are down. I'm not pursuing any women, and don't really wanna. I'm more distractible and unproductive.
Related to Jiu Jitsu, had lunch with two brown belts who gave me a wake up call about how well I'm doing; I'm performing well at individual escapes and passes, but I'm told that I have not applied an explicit strategy (i.e., an "A-game"). I'm told that I'll need to pare down all of my parlor-trick techniques into a strategy to take me from start to finish; everything not related ought to be excluded. Then, practice and drill only those moves until you get *really* good at it.
It's as though I'm stalling in my path to success in all areas.
Things are a bit bumpy. My social and sexual drives are down. I'm not pursuing any women, and don't really wanna. I'm more distractible and unproductive.
Related to Jiu Jitsu, had lunch with two brown belts who gave me a wake up call about how well I'm doing; I'm performing well at individual escapes and passes, but I'm told that I have not applied an explicit strategy (i.e., an "A-game"). I'm told that I'll need to pare down all of my parlor-trick techniques into a strategy to take me from start to finish; everything not related ought to be excluded. Then, practice and drill only those moves until you get *really* good at it.
It's as though I'm stalling in my path to success in all areas.
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