08-16-2024, 10:45 AM
Day 3,
Had a dream where a friend of mine died and I was at the funeral.
I woke up and that's where I had some of the residual grief. Then, I clued in that this friend was still alive and started to feel better.
I remember having a dream like that -about 7-8 years ago - where my mother was in a hospital on life support, then I woke up and felt hopeless and grief; that was the same day that I learned that this singer/YouTuber Christina Grimmie was killed at a fan meetup, and the day that my singing teacher had this going-away event; I was emotional and mopey all day.
Had a friend take his life at age 17; I was 18. It really affected me back then and probably has for years after the fact. I'm wondering if that is coming loose.
I should go message my friend now and show him some appreciation.
Had a dream where a friend of mine died and I was at the funeral.
I woke up and that's where I had some of the residual grief. Then, I clued in that this friend was still alive and started to feel better.
I remember having a dream like that -about 7-8 years ago - where my mother was in a hospital on life support, then I woke up and felt hopeless and grief; that was the same day that I learned that this singer/YouTuber Christina Grimmie was killed at a fan meetup, and the day that my singing teacher had this going-away event; I was emotional and mopey all day.
Had a friend take his life at age 17; I was 18. It really affected me back then and probably has for years after the fact. I'm wondering if that is coming loose.
I should go message my friend now and show him some appreciation.
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