07-27-2022, 08:28 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-27-2022, 08:56 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
Well Merlin, I've offically awakened the dragon..... think god thoughts for your sword and shield !! Indeed I will and do...
This morning twon screnario's came up and showed me in my awareness just how insidious and prevasive this shit show called fear is.... its almost ironic coz while I AM aware of it , Im not afraid of it. its like having to just say " OK, this is uncomfortable, slightly unnerving, but its bullshit" so I'll process thru it and keep going
2nd day on OFv4 I am able to do my khundalni breathing ( from the 1970's) and MY Re-birther's training in rapid integration breathing ( from 1989) a heck of a lot more now and deeper, as well.. I've been doing those things fer decades now.off and on... thank goodness more 'On" now than off.
I Love it. MY laugher and being playful is coming back , thank Gosher's Galoshes - Osh Cosh by Gosh!!
I swear to you, I got my auto-con-fig-newton's during my TID 's before I even bought the thing flat out. maybe its a first , it certainly is a first for me. I got it at least a week before hand. again for me that is a ding dang first and that surprised me pleasantly so as it 'showed up' several times, not just once. not saying what it is until I actually start doing it,but its clear its there as such. very cool. I feel so grafeful to have this program. wow.
7/27/22
This morning twon screnario's came up and showed me in my awareness just how insidious and prevasive this shit show called fear is.... its almost ironic coz while I AM aware of it , Im not afraid of it. its like having to just say " OK, this is uncomfortable, slightly unnerving, but its bullshit" so I'll process thru it and keep going
2nd day on OFv4 I am able to do my khundalni breathing ( from the 1970's) and MY Re-birther's training in rapid integration breathing ( from 1989) a heck of a lot more now and deeper, as well.. I've been doing those things fer decades now.off and on... thank goodness more 'On" now than off.
I Love it. MY laugher and being playful is coming back , thank Gosher's Galoshes - Osh Cosh by Gosh!!
I swear to you, I got my auto-con-fig-newton's during my TID 's before I even bought the thing flat out. maybe its a first , it certainly is a first for me. I got it at least a week before hand. again for me that is a ding dang first and that surprised me pleasantly so as it 'showed up' several times, not just once. not saying what it is until I actually start doing it,but its clear its there as such. very cool. I feel so grafeful to have this program. wow.
7/27/22
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
