Im also wakimg up early and productive as of late. The moment I open my eyes I HAVE to get out. I have also this sort of restlessness going on, in which I have to move or I feel getting behind. Like I should be doing something, but what? Massive expectations as if I am judging from societies perspective? I realized im being hard on myself and put lots on my fork aswell as putting lots of pressure on myself, as if being judged and punished for it. This is the kind of thing, when triggered, drives me obsessed and then in the end, at critical mass, simply implodes. Fear of nothingness. Heh. When you are nothing, you are unlimited.
Its kinda funny, because when I let go of this, creativity flows, yet I seem to slip back, still.
Another thing is, when I was driving home, I felt the music through my whole body. I was smiling, enjoying it highly.
Its kinda funny, because when I let go of this, creativity flows, yet I seem to slip back, still.
Another thing is, when I was driving home, I felt the music through my whole body. I was smiling, enjoying it highly.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
