Jun 13 2 loops over night
First of all, happy bday to me. Lots of significant numbers today. (6/13/33)
Anyway, fear is rearing its head. Its anticipation based as my parents are about to come over. It comes with a sense of cold winds, similar to cold sweats, like vibrational fear pulsates. People probably pick up on exactly this. I can somewhat see it in my mind, so im not fear, otherwise I wouldnt be watching it from a mental distance. Im the one observing it.
Writing this clarifies more and what "causes" it to manifest in my experience.
Another thing is, im no longer trying to keep it together, hold it together tight. Release, let it go, transmute it, turning one in another. The process is highly interesting. My logic is intact, which also says something.
What a great little psychological session this writing turns out to be. Trust in OF has been restored!
First of all, happy bday to me. Lots of significant numbers today. (6/13/33)
Anyway, fear is rearing its head. Its anticipation based as my parents are about to come over. It comes with a sense of cold winds, similar to cold sweats, like vibrational fear pulsates. People probably pick up on exactly this. I can somewhat see it in my mind, so im not fear, otherwise I wouldnt be watching it from a mental distance. Im the one observing it.
Writing this clarifies more and what "causes" it to manifest in my experience.
Another thing is, im no longer trying to keep it together, hold it together tight. Release, let it go, transmute it, turning one in another. The process is highly interesting. My logic is intact, which also says something.
What a great little psychological session this writing turns out to be. Trust in OF has been restored!
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
