OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 90 / 180 OFF

3 months of OFv3, I'm at 50% of the journey. What can I say, there has definitely been some movement and changes for the good. However, I've been expecting more from the sub...and hopefully the next 3 months will deliver.
I've seen more movements / sigs of working in the 3rd month, so perhaps it took that long to break through and lots of big changes will soon unleash. 

Notable changes in the first 3 months

• less need of external validation. I know my worth and don't need constant reinforcement from the world of my value. This is the biggest one. I used to care so much about how many likes I was getting on my social media, how many IOIs when I walk on the street. Not anymore. It's freeing.
  
• Less interest in porn / masturbation compared to how I was at the beginning of OF.
  
• less fearful and more assertive in certain environments(the gym is one I can think of)
  

I realized that whenever one of my friends tells me about their latest sexual conquest, I get jealous and a some pain is triggered inside me, both emotionally and physically (like it's touching on a trauma). I do enjoy a good amount of success on this area of my life, but keep wanting more and hotter women. I feel deserving of having equal or higher success than my friends.

Update: Going to a festival later this evening and all night and I was craving one loop badly, so I decided to listen to my instinct.