OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 82 / 180 ON

4 loops Hybrid + 1 loop US

6 days in a row without taking a day off from OFv3.
I played a loop of Ultrasonic to see how it affects me, but did not notice something in particular, so I am going to stick with Hybrid as I like it the most.

I have become very assertive at the gym. Feels good.

2 years ago, I met a girl that I liked a lot. The kind of girl I could have developed feelings for. She was very attracted to me the first time we met, but it did not last as my neediness and fear of losing her kicked in and she lost all the attraction to me. I suffered a lot after her back then, even though we didn't technically dated. I developed a huge oneitis / crush for her. I ended up in an emotionally dark place for months, her rejecting me killed my self esteem. My fears of abandonment, fear of not being loved or not being worthy came to surface. 
Today I have felt the same fears and doubts resurface (in lower intensity) related to the girl I dated yesterday.
Now I am more emotionally equipped to face my fears.
Let's see how OFv3 deals with all this.
There is this deep need inside me of being truly loved by a girl, of her being madly in love with me.