OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 62 / 180 ON

6 loops Hybrid.

I went out tonight, there was a festival in my city, so many young & hot women.
I got triggered, I felt a bit overwhelming by the environment, I felt fear, and lacked the courage to approach. I wanted it so much, but I just felt blocked to do it. Then I started feeling depressed again.

I have really got to quit porn for good and reduce masturbation, it a loser's habit. It kills my relationships with women.

There is something else that became crystal clear to me. I work a job in IT, make good money, but this is not what my heart truly desires. I desire more freedom and risk with my life. Until I will have the courage to go after that, I will always feel unfulfilled because I am not living my life's purpose.