OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 30 / 180 OFF

This ends Month 1 of OFv3. I feel balanced tonight. A bit more emotional. My mind is cultivating positive thoughts again. I start seeing possibilities of improvements in my life.

Second day off in a row. Long-lasting headache is mostly gone, that's a sign I needed the 2-day rest.
Desire for porn & masturbation reduced to 1 time / day. I no longer find it appealing. Hopefully it's a bad phase that I will very soon leave behind for good this time.

I realized I am more stress resilient surrounding my job. It's like I should care more and be more stressed about it, but something makes me indifferent to it. I question my purpose and significance at my job.
Perhaps it's a ''no longer motivated by fear'' situation, as @Shannon has put it.