05-13-2021, 07:19 PM
(05-13-2021, 06:42 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:(05-03-2021, 03:29 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(05-03-2021, 11:59 AM)NOMAD Wrote: Day 64
It's taking every ounce of discipline I have to keep my temper under control. It doesn't help that I'm totally exhausted from sleep disruption and I'm running on caffeine, which only makes the anger worse. I would hate to see my blood pressure numbers right now.
Admittedly, I had a lot of sudden angry outbursts on OFv1 & 2. My anger got a LOT better on LTU6, especially by the end of my Stage 7 run. Now, on Aura of Love, I am having more instances of sudden angry outbursts.
I feel ya, man.
Yep same here. RT, On the AOL I can relate. from the beautifully ,deeply heartfelt stuff to da Ugly stuff. so yeah I can related to what botha ya are going thru. the journey continues to the full aura of the field of Love. PLus I wanna get in as much of AOL,as I can before I do a deep dive into UMS v2/3. Hang In NOMAD.
I will. Thank you for the encouragement.
One benefit of having an ornery subconscious is having to develop and fine tune conscious willpower. It's exhausting, but I have years of experience putting it to good use. Giving up isn't an option.
