05-03-2021, 05:23 PM
(05-03-2021, 03:29 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(05-03-2021, 11:59 AM)NOMAD Wrote: Day 64
It's taking every ounce of discipline I have to keep my temper under control. It doesn't help that I'm totally exhausted from sleep disruption and I'm running on caffeine, which only makes the anger worse. I would hate to see my blood pressure numbers right now.
Admittedly, I had a lot of sudden angry outbursts on OFv1 & 2. My anger got a LOT better on LTU6, especially by the end of my Stage 7 run. Now, on Aura of Love, I am having more instances of sudden angry outbursts.
I feel ya, man.
It's kicking my butt for sure. Earlier today, it took everything I had to avoid making a bad situation worse. I have to keep reminding myself that whatever I'm dealing with is temporary. I haven't experienced this level of anger in repeated bouts like this in years.
I had a similar experience as you did with LTU6 Stage 7. Stage 7 was probably the smoothest sub I've run yet. OFv2 might be the roughest in terms of overt resistance, or whatever else might be going on.
