06-08-2021, 01:04 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-08-2021, 01:06 PM by GreekGod22.)
Day 10
Is this a form of resistance? Based on what I've shared, do you think OFv2 is not going to be enough for me to remove my fears, and only hope is from OFv3?
I wonder if OFv2 can power through or OFv3 is needed to get the job done.
Or perhaps a reduction in volume or switching from Hybrid to Masked would be better?
Quote:I'm saying that you are responding to the influence of the program in pretty obvious ways. It's negative because you have a lot of fear and you chose to use a version of the program we moved on from because it was not able to prevent such responses when the person had a lot of fears. It can still work, but the process isn't going to be as easy to handle in the beginning.@Shannon The cravings have gotten more intense. Not only to masturbate like a hedonist, but also day drinking and even smoking. I was never a smoker, I only smoke socially once in a while. I had intense cravings for a cigar today twice.
Your compulsive desires to drink and masturbate are tactics your subconscious has learned to use to cope with and escape the fear that you are being directed to process. Insecurity regarding your looks is a direct descendant of fear - insecurity is fear. So what you're displaying is that you have a lot of fear, and the program isn't powerful enough in that version to work without triggering fear and the reactions you use to cope and try to escape..
Is this a form of resistance? Based on what I've shared, do you think OFv2 is not going to be enough for me to remove my fears, and only hope is from OFv3?
I wonder if OFv2 can power through or OFv3 is needed to get the job done.
Or perhaps a reduction in volume or switching from Hybrid to Masked would be better?
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G