@Shannon , if I haven't had any learning related dreams on OFv4, how do I know MLS will work when I run it again? I ran OFv4 to reach the next level and Duke.Togo said he ran DMSI and MLS as his base subs before running maverick. I do want to reach my fuller potential, and making myself better and smarter would be amazing and whatever maverick does to push you. I have had plenty of benefits from OFv4 though and in terms of finding what's best for me so to speak. You may not have an answer to this, but yeah, I resisted MLS hardcore and I'm worried MLS may never work for me. Yes, that's a fear but it's based on past experience of me resisting MLS. Now, I do know that past experiences do not predict future experiences so that makes me feel better. I guess I'm looking for some sort of reassuring answer that MLS and Maverick will work. I want to grow as a person, get that freakin masters degree to become a data scientist, and move up in the world.
As a side note, since you are reading this, my friends and family are saying I've improved a lot and most don't know that I'm running OFv4. I'm 4.5 months in OFv4.
Edit: I reread shannon's post about Maverick and I will wait to see the product description once it comes out. My question is will I be a suitable candidate for maverick on a subscription basis after having run OFv4?
Too many options.
Edit 2: I think MLS should be a good next step, but I'll see how I feel once I finish OFv4. How do you reach your higher potential without MLS if intelligence is a limiting factor? Basically I'm trying to say I'm smart and would like to be smarter to reach my fuller potential but am curious how that works if MLS isn't working for me.
Edit 3: If I theoretically quit OFv4 now to run MLS, would that be a bad idea? I'm asking because I'm really stressed about my job and whether I can code in SQL properly as I'm a new hire. If I can't, then I may get fired.
Edit 4: I was thinking if I run MLS after a week's break and I can't sleep when I run it, then I can buy sleep optimizer to see if that works. Would that work through fear-based sleeping issues @Shannon ? I just thought of this.
Edit 5: I guess a part of me is afraid to continue running OFv4 because i feel like it hasn't tackled any of my learning related fears. I mainly dream about women and random stuff. I get that me wanting to run my MLS is driven by fear, but what choice do I have? Do I run OFv4 and finish just to get fired on the job. Then, what would be the point of OFv4 other than to make me feel relaxed and comfortable in my skin, but not motivated and focused to learn and improve. I'm severely lacking in the focus, learning, and motivation department. I still am in the training period but right now I'm learning stuff in SQL that's complex to me, and I don't know if I can learn it without MLS fast enough for my boss to be satisfied. I can always go back to OFv4 if MLS doesn't work and finish up the 7 months + 1 additional month.
Edit 6: I think I should I finish what I started. If I ever want to get smarter through MLS, or grow taller through the upcoming grow taller subliminal, then I need to finish OFv4. Any constructive thoughts would be helpful to hear from you. If I lose my job, then I'll get a new one. I'm just sad because I don't think I'm smart enough to learn more advanced sql topics and the real truth is that I'm not motivated anymore. I'm just obligated to learn because it's my job but whether I can learn regular expressions in SQL or not remains to be seen. I just want to give up essentially. I'm trying to push myself to focus and get the job done, but I don't think I can do it. We'll see how long I last on my job.
Edit 7: i had a talk with my brother and he told me learning SQL just comes down to repetition and making mistakes that help will help me learn the SQL regular expressions on the job. I just started my job so I have plenty of chances to make mistakes. I'm about 2 months in. My brother says I have plenty of time to learn and that I'm capable of learning SQL regular expressions and that I'm more than intelligent enough to do the job. Every job I've had, he says I've catastrophized about in this way, so I understand his logic and what he means. Might as well continue with OFv4 to finish what I started.
I feel stressed because my manager told me before my thanksgiving vacation that he wants me to practice queries in parallel with my coworkers who are teaching me, so that's why I suddenly feel stressed as I have to start doing this Monday after thanksgiving.
Edit 8: I may run AM6 potentially after OFv4 to grow as a person and become more masculine and driven to improve since theoretically OFv4 should remove all the fears @Shannon . My brother made this suggestion so that's why I'm thinking of doing it. Ultimately it's up to me but I think AM6 will help me work harder in life to achieve my goals.
As a side note, since you are reading this, my friends and family are saying I've improved a lot and most don't know that I'm running OFv4. I'm 4.5 months in OFv4.
Edit: I reread shannon's post about Maverick and I will wait to see the product description once it comes out. My question is will I be a suitable candidate for maverick on a subscription basis after having run OFv4?
Too many options.
Edit 2: I think MLS should be a good next step, but I'll see how I feel once I finish OFv4. How do you reach your higher potential without MLS if intelligence is a limiting factor? Basically I'm trying to say I'm smart and would like to be smarter to reach my fuller potential but am curious how that works if MLS isn't working for me.
Edit 3: If I theoretically quit OFv4 now to run MLS, would that be a bad idea? I'm asking because I'm really stressed about my job and whether I can code in SQL properly as I'm a new hire. If I can't, then I may get fired.
Edit 4: I was thinking if I run MLS after a week's break and I can't sleep when I run it, then I can buy sleep optimizer to see if that works. Would that work through fear-based sleeping issues @Shannon ? I just thought of this.
Edit 5: I guess a part of me is afraid to continue running OFv4 because i feel like it hasn't tackled any of my learning related fears. I mainly dream about women and random stuff. I get that me wanting to run my MLS is driven by fear, but what choice do I have? Do I run OFv4 and finish just to get fired on the job. Then, what would be the point of OFv4 other than to make me feel relaxed and comfortable in my skin, but not motivated and focused to learn and improve. I'm severely lacking in the focus, learning, and motivation department. I still am in the training period but right now I'm learning stuff in SQL that's complex to me, and I don't know if I can learn it without MLS fast enough for my boss to be satisfied. I can always go back to OFv4 if MLS doesn't work and finish up the 7 months + 1 additional month.
Edit 6: I think I should I finish what I started. If I ever want to get smarter through MLS, or grow taller through the upcoming grow taller subliminal, then I need to finish OFv4. Any constructive thoughts would be helpful to hear from you. If I lose my job, then I'll get a new one. I'm just sad because I don't think I'm smart enough to learn more advanced sql topics and the real truth is that I'm not motivated anymore. I'm just obligated to learn because it's my job but whether I can learn regular expressions in SQL or not remains to be seen. I just want to give up essentially. I'm trying to push myself to focus and get the job done, but I don't think I can do it. We'll see how long I last on my job.
Edit 7: i had a talk with my brother and he told me learning SQL just comes down to repetition and making mistakes that help will help me learn the SQL regular expressions on the job. I just started my job so I have plenty of chances to make mistakes. I'm about 2 months in. My brother says I have plenty of time to learn and that I'm capable of learning SQL regular expressions and that I'm more than intelligent enough to do the job. Every job I've had, he says I've catastrophized about in this way, so I understand his logic and what he means. Might as well continue with OFv4 to finish what I started.
I feel stressed because my manager told me before my thanksgiving vacation that he wants me to practice queries in parallel with my coworkers who are teaching me, so that's why I suddenly feel stressed as I have to start doing this Monday after thanksgiving.
Edit 8: I may run AM6 potentially after OFv4 to grow as a person and become more masculine and driven to improve since theoretically OFv4 should remove all the fears @Shannon . My brother made this suggestion so that's why I'm thinking of doing it. Ultimately it's up to me but I think AM6 will help me work harder in life to achieve my goals.
