Same thing with the brain fog type effect for me as well, guys.
@findingme LTU6 is an awesome subliminal. Probably my favorite sub I’ve ran to date. Enjoy the journey man!
In other news, I was inspired to make a post due to your post:
Month 1 Cycle 3 day 1
The past few days have been hard. I’ll get intense fears that overwhelm me in certain ways. I’m able to, what I call, “tread water”, with these experiences of fear. Meaning I’m able to observe and slowly untangle from these fears but the process can feel tedious. If the fear is the water, then I am barely keeping my head above the water, but the water is somewhat turbulent, but forcibly calm (to varying successes) and slowly draining. If I get impatient at certain times when I’ve triggered large fears a large wave or series of waves can get triggered and throw me off balance, causing the water to become even more turbulent before I have to forcibly calm it again after re-centering myself.
But mostly the things I’m working through since I started OF4 has been the big stuff. The stuff that was triggered durning my SM3 run 5 years ago. The deep rooted stuff like sexual fear and fears surrounding… I don’t know what to categorize it, but like my emotional needs that weren’t met from my mother and my absent father, and that were exacerbated by my peers. Some other deep stuff that isn’t coming to mind and stuff I can’t easily categorize. But basically the deep stuff.
There are times throughout the day where I kinda just lay there and process it all for a bit. It helps. Often I’ll shed some tears during this process. LTU6 coming in clutch with that post-run healing!
Sorry to keep it metaphorical. I wish I could get into specifics but I prefer not to because when I start to analyze the details of what OF4 is doing in the moment it triggers my tendency to overthink and it messes up what OF4 is doing, so I go with the flow and execute instead. Plus my memory isn’t very detail oriented to begin with.
P.S Still sticking with the marketing course. I have a product to sell and I have my avenue of generating traffic. Just gotta learn how to use the platform I’ve chosen and some odds and ends about affiliate marketing.
Edit: There’s also good results I’m not sharing. It’s easy to post about the turbulence I’m going through rather than the bunch of small good changes that happen. Those are easy to forget about compared to the “negative” stuff. Basically overall OF4 is helping me slowly remove the internal obstacles towards the path and person I want to be. Also noticing a ton of LTU6 residuals come about within me as OF4 clears the debris.
For example: I now have a basic skincare routine, got a haircut, and bought good shampoo and conditioner for my hair type.
@findingme LTU6 is an awesome subliminal. Probably my favorite sub I’ve ran to date. Enjoy the journey man!
In other news, I was inspired to make a post due to your post:
Month 1 Cycle 3 day 1
The past few days have been hard. I’ll get intense fears that overwhelm me in certain ways. I’m able to, what I call, “tread water”, with these experiences of fear. Meaning I’m able to observe and slowly untangle from these fears but the process can feel tedious. If the fear is the water, then I am barely keeping my head above the water, but the water is somewhat turbulent, but forcibly calm (to varying successes) and slowly draining. If I get impatient at certain times when I’ve triggered large fears a large wave or series of waves can get triggered and throw me off balance, causing the water to become even more turbulent before I have to forcibly calm it again after re-centering myself.
But mostly the things I’m working through since I started OF4 has been the big stuff. The stuff that was triggered durning my SM3 run 5 years ago. The deep rooted stuff like sexual fear and fears surrounding… I don’t know what to categorize it, but like my emotional needs that weren’t met from my mother and my absent father, and that were exacerbated by my peers. Some other deep stuff that isn’t coming to mind and stuff I can’t easily categorize. But basically the deep stuff.
There are times throughout the day where I kinda just lay there and process it all for a bit. It helps. Often I’ll shed some tears during this process. LTU6 coming in clutch with that post-run healing!
Sorry to keep it metaphorical. I wish I could get into specifics but I prefer not to because when I start to analyze the details of what OF4 is doing in the moment it triggers my tendency to overthink and it messes up what OF4 is doing, so I go with the flow and execute instead. Plus my memory isn’t very detail oriented to begin with.
P.S Still sticking with the marketing course. I have a product to sell and I have my avenue of generating traffic. Just gotta learn how to use the platform I’ve chosen and some odds and ends about affiliate marketing.
Edit: There’s also good results I’m not sharing. It’s easy to post about the turbulence I’m going through rather than the bunch of small good changes that happen. Those are easy to forget about compared to the “negative” stuff. Basically overall OF4 is helping me slowly remove the internal obstacles towards the path and person I want to be. Also noticing a ton of LTU6 residuals come about within me as OF4 clears the debris.
For example: I now have a basic skincare routine, got a haircut, and bought good shampoo and conditioner for my hair type.
