OF V3 Journal

[Shannon]

Morphine drip has not been used in years.

@Shannon ah ok. Well I’m any case I am noticing some results from using masked on earphones. A sense of calm and zen. I will try ultrasonic after a month.

The "calm and zen" thing is actually your natural state of being without fear.  It only feels different because you're so used to dealing with constant fear that you've normalized it.  

I turned Morphine Drip off because I had determined that it was not doing all of what it was designed for, and I had concerns that it might trigger an addictive response.  Definitely not my goal.  

So now when you feel really good, it's because you're seeing the program achieve its goals, and that just naturally feels good.