12-21-2023, 01:52 AM
Perhaps. It seems more to be a mix of things, including guilt. But, from what I gathered, it's a bit of an actual, visceral "disgust" response mixed with guilt. Something like, "why do I feel sexually attracted to people who keep hurting/betraying me", something like that. So I'm gonna have to get through this for the willy to be willing, haha.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
