Hey buddies.
Running AM 1st stage since new year (so, it's a little more than halfway) and seems I was really needing it.
Today I had one very strange dream. At this dream, I was at my brother car, seating at the passenger's seat. When we arrived at my home, I was going to open the car door and noticed some small roaches on it. I opened it and tried to drop them so i could crush them at the floor. That's when I turned to my brother to ask him how so many roaches got in the car and noticed that the seat I was on had more of them.
Looked around the car and noticed not only the passenger's seat were crawling with them, but almost the entire interior of the car had them. The only place they didn't touch was the driver's seat.
So I ran inside home to get an inseticide, since I didn't want to have to crush them inside the car and when I got back, they were all gone and my brother was looking at me with an expression like he was saying: "wtf was that?".
And that was obviously while sleeping with AM playing beside my bed.
So, in this dream, I believe, it's my subconscious trying to tell me there are lots of filthy stuff in my way and the only way to not be bothered by them is to be in the driver's seat, or taking the steering wheel of my life.
Aside from that dream, I noticed that I feel a little tired overall. Hadn't much chance or will to go out socialize, but when I went to do some chores, like going to the supermarket, I felt some alpha/beta swings like this:
http://youtu.be/iJ2rgTiKF2w
Walking like I own the place, with very relaxed posture, feeling confident. Then I notice some beta peaks, like feeling uncomfortable for no reason in particular. I associate the roaches of my dream to the beta behaviour. Most of the times you don't see them, but when you do, you wonder how the heck they managed to get there and it's enough to make you uncomfortable.
Also, got a kynesiology tool to test some stuff, just like dowsing. And I got at my tests that this stage in particular will be the one which will give me the best results of the whole set. The entire set will help me a lot, but this one will be the one that does the major work.
Based on the number of roaches in my dream, I have an idea of why, since saw somewhere that stage 1 is the clearing stage.
Running AM 1st stage since new year (so, it's a little more than halfway) and seems I was really needing it.
Today I had one very strange dream. At this dream, I was at my brother car, seating at the passenger's seat. When we arrived at my home, I was going to open the car door and noticed some small roaches on it. I opened it and tried to drop them so i could crush them at the floor. That's when I turned to my brother to ask him how so many roaches got in the car and noticed that the seat I was on had more of them.
Looked around the car and noticed not only the passenger's seat were crawling with them, but almost the entire interior of the car had them. The only place they didn't touch was the driver's seat.
So I ran inside home to get an inseticide, since I didn't want to have to crush them inside the car and when I got back, they were all gone and my brother was looking at me with an expression like he was saying: "wtf was that?".
And that was obviously while sleeping with AM playing beside my bed.
So, in this dream, I believe, it's my subconscious trying to tell me there are lots of filthy stuff in my way and the only way to not be bothered by them is to be in the driver's seat, or taking the steering wheel of my life.
Aside from that dream, I noticed that I feel a little tired overall. Hadn't much chance or will to go out socialize, but when I went to do some chores, like going to the supermarket, I felt some alpha/beta swings like this:
http://youtu.be/iJ2rgTiKF2w
Walking like I own the place, with very relaxed posture, feeling confident. Then I notice some beta peaks, like feeling uncomfortable for no reason in particular. I associate the roaches of my dream to the beta behaviour. Most of the times you don't see them, but when you do, you wonder how the heck they managed to get there and it's enough to make you uncomfortable.
Also, got a kynesiology tool to test some stuff, just like dowsing. And I got at my tests that this stage in particular will be the one which will give me the best results of the whole set. The entire set will help me a lot, but this one will be the one that does the major work.
Based on the number of roaches in my dream, I have an idea of why, since saw somewhere that stage 1 is the clearing stage.