Month 4 Cycle 3 Day off 1
Yesterday i was verry happy out of nowhere even had lots of energy despite fapping
(yeah that no fapping thingy only lasted 2 days..)
Also i got some work related questions again but while i still nervous and still dont know all the answers
i was still calm and happy even if i wasn't perfectly calm, i was far from panicky.
also had this weird moment where i was over the top happy to be alive while doing grocery shopping.
i used to be mainly average about it before the subs.
Fear of Failure and making mistakes are still present though
Yesterday i was verry happy out of nowhere even had lots of energy despite fapping
(yeah that no fapping thingy only lasted 2 days..)
Also i got some work related questions again but while i still nervous and still dont know all the answers
i was still calm and happy even if i wasn't perfectly calm, i was far from panicky.
also had this weird moment where i was over the top happy to be alive while doing grocery shopping.
i used to be mainly average about it before the subs.
Fear of Failure and making mistakes are still present though
