(08-09-2021, 04:01 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Glad you're okay.
Quote:speaking off: i noticed im turning more aggressive after my self censor gets lower
and get more mood swings is this normale?
It can happen as your inner programming is being shifted, which sometimes can be uncomfortable.. bring up emotions and such.
As for the first thing, but I have noticed that some of my old aggressiveness is coming back on OF and i'm not sure if this is what you mean but I do notice that if I get into an argument or do something that I was scared of and am pushed to be like 'fuck it' and do it that something opens up after.
Yeah Because my self censor gets lowered i'm more likely to fight into an argument about things i believe are bs
i'm not sure but i start to think that the agressiveness might be based on the fact i always had to censor myself
to keep me out of trouble
so at the same time i'm scared that if i dont learn to control myself i might get in trouble