10-07-2022, 01:18 AM
Day on 2 Cycle 12:
Welp it has been a while, I wanted to report last sunday but our internet modem died so we had to wait a few days for it to be fixed.
Even though now it turns out we will switch to glass fiber.
so we will have to leave our current provider soon and I learned recently that I preffer to have all stress related things come all at once and be over and done with as soon as possible, Wich brought me in conflict with my Mom who wants to spread things out more.
Anyway: last Saterday I went to a very bussy restaurant wich useally brings me stress and the feeling that everyone will notice when you do something wrong: Like putting raw food and cooked food together (like I did last time) but now everything went perfectly fine : )
I'm also glad I decided to use Aura of Love after this journey cause I notice I really need it at some point especialy after being mentally tired.
I also Notice I become slightly more aggressive, Wich is probably related to the reduce of self cencorship.
Welp it has been a while, I wanted to report last sunday but our internet modem died so we had to wait a few days for it to be fixed.
Even though now it turns out we will switch to glass fiber.
so we will have to leave our current provider soon and I learned recently that I preffer to have all stress related things come all at once and be over and done with as soon as possible, Wich brought me in conflict with my Mom who wants to spread things out more.
Anyway: last Saterday I went to a very bussy restaurant wich useally brings me stress and the feeling that everyone will notice when you do something wrong: Like putting raw food and cooked food together (like I did last time) but now everything went perfectly fine : )
I'm also glad I decided to use Aura of Love after this journey cause I notice I really need it at some point especialy after being mentally tired.
I also Notice I become slightly more aggressive, Wich is probably related to the reduce of self cencorship.
