Day Off 1,Cycle 5:
My mind is weird, First it wants me to increase my loop by 1 and now it shows signs that it dislikes it...
I also cant stop worrying about my subs mayby annoying my neighbors, It could be fear based because thinking of my neighbors was always ingrained but still.
I'm only using it at 7/15, hope it wont become a problem at 12/15 with later subs.
I also dreamt about being bullied and accepting the bullying. I'm not sure but it might be based on my subconcious still trying to fight the sub and has a hard time beating the hybrid format.
(to be more specifiek I dreamt about being in a colloseum and getting boo'd at and getting things thrown at me and I accepted that while still being sad about it.)
My mind is weird, First it wants me to increase my loop by 1 and now it shows signs that it dislikes it...
I also cant stop worrying about my subs mayby annoying my neighbors, It could be fear based because thinking of my neighbors was always ingrained but still.
I'm only using it at 7/15, hope it wont become a problem at 12/15 with later subs.
I also dreamt about being bullied and accepting the bullying. I'm not sure but it might be based on my subconcious still trying to fight the sub and has a hard time beating the hybrid format.
(to be more specifiek I dreamt about being in a colloseum and getting boo'd at and getting things thrown at me and I accepted that while still being sad about it.)
