Day 7:
Nothing much up today, feeling a bit depressed again. fifa finals got quite boring on second half and then out of the blue Germany wins with an epic goal.
I keep reading journals, just don't want to post since I feel like I'm so much behind on self growth compared to others and got nothing meaningful to say.
Looking back to my ASC journey, I feel like I would have gotten much more out of it if I'd stuck to it for longer, since the last days of the end I'd felt something like resistance and if I'd kept on going, the breakthrough would have paid off. I guess I'll try to make sure it wont happen with this sub.
I keep thinking back to the time when I first seemed to have gotten my life together, by using some simple 3 sentence subs, meditation, LOA and generally practiced a lot of gratitude and positive thinking. I guess it felt good. I was present more and saw life with colors n shit. Well actually not shit. Until this constant rejection and people stepping on me broke me down.
I guess I'm trying to deal with these issues on more deeper level now and hope to get more permanent results.
Nothing much up today, feeling a bit depressed again. fifa finals got quite boring on second half and then out of the blue Germany wins with an epic goal.
I keep reading journals, just don't want to post since I feel like I'm so much behind on self growth compared to others and got nothing meaningful to say.
Looking back to my ASC journey, I feel like I would have gotten much more out of it if I'd stuck to it for longer, since the last days of the end I'd felt something like resistance and if I'd kept on going, the breakthrough would have paid off. I guess I'll try to make sure it wont happen with this sub.
I keep thinking back to the time when I first seemed to have gotten my life together, by using some simple 3 sentence subs, meditation, LOA and generally practiced a lot of gratitude and positive thinking. I guess it felt good. I was present more and saw life with colors n shit. Well actually not shit. Until this constant rejection and people stepping on me broke me down.
I guess I'm trying to deal with these issues on more deeper level now and hope to get more permanent results.
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
