It sure does make you think why people waste so many years of their lives. That anger has not dropped one bit since yesterday, will read more about tapping to make sure I'm doing it correctly.
Thanks for your input Fonzy.
moving on to Day 5: 12 hours this time and a bit higher volume than before.
My eyebrow area was really tense while playing the sub, which also has made me realize that I often have tense eyebrows which might be related to that area of energy being blocked seriously often. That resistance keeps persuading, not really sure what to do about it, maybe wait it out.
I'm also curious how to let go of those demons that I have dug up from my subconscious that I have never really acknowledged. I sure as hell don't wanna shove them back down.
Dreams: Can't remember any of them precisely, one thing I can remember is having a lot of fear in most dreams, crippling fear. Anger keeps coming up from all directions, sometimes even unbearable. In the weirdest way it keeps motivating me, I am so used to feeling all those negative emotions that the most horrifying fears seem normal. In one of my dreams I saw my father beat me up which has never happened with fists though, don't know what to take from that. Again more anger. Can't even look at him since yesterday.
I remember some time ago lifting weights was a good way to let go of anger and frustration, doing short intense workouts now to ease things along.
The feeling of confidence I had the first day has not showed up yet, my subconscious must really be resisting or maybe I don't have a good base for confidence yet. Should I go EPRHA? Will this program have a breakthrough for me?
It's definitely around the corner reading from other users experiences. Keeping faith. Maybe I should kick up the usage time permanently.
"Faith is the head chemist of the mind." Napoleon Hill
Thanks for your input Fonzy.
moving on to Day 5: 12 hours this time and a bit higher volume than before.
My eyebrow area was really tense while playing the sub, which also has made me realize that I often have tense eyebrows which might be related to that area of energy being blocked seriously often. That resistance keeps persuading, not really sure what to do about it, maybe wait it out.
I'm also curious how to let go of those demons that I have dug up from my subconscious that I have never really acknowledged. I sure as hell don't wanna shove them back down.
Dreams: Can't remember any of them precisely, one thing I can remember is having a lot of fear in most dreams, crippling fear. Anger keeps coming up from all directions, sometimes even unbearable. In the weirdest way it keeps motivating me, I am so used to feeling all those negative emotions that the most horrifying fears seem normal. In one of my dreams I saw my father beat me up which has never happened with fists though, don't know what to take from that. Again more anger. Can't even look at him since yesterday.
I remember some time ago lifting weights was a good way to let go of anger and frustration, doing short intense workouts now to ease things along.
The feeling of confidence I had the first day has not showed up yet, my subconscious must really be resisting or maybe I don't have a good base for confidence yet. Should I go EPRHA? Will this program have a breakthrough for me?
It's definitely around the corner reading from other users experiences. Keeping faith. Maybe I should kick up the usage time permanently.
"Faith is the head chemist of the mind." Napoleon Hill
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
