02-04-2019, 09:28 AM
DMSI 3.3.1D Day 13
Yeah fear, GTFO!
Not much to talk, I don't feel too good, however I feel like huge part of it is my subconscious trying to make the victim out of me. I don't know how to explain this. It's just that I don't really have strength and will to do anything. Like I can only stare at the wall or watch stupid YouTube films.
It will pass, all I need is to make myself useful. I hope I'll be able to break this threshold tomorrow at work, if not then I'll try to figure something else out.
I decided to buy LTU 4, I will want to listen to it anyways and I have the money so why not? I'll switch to it in May, until then I want to finish 90 days of DMSI and see what happens. It doesn't matter if I'll be drowning in pussy or I'll get nothing - I think LTU will do well for me in the long run and I'll be able to come back to DMSI some time later anyways.
(02-03-2019, 03:07 PM)Shadow2200 Wrote: Say goodbye to fear
Yeah fear, GTFO!
Not much to talk, I don't feel too good, however I feel like huge part of it is my subconscious trying to make the victim out of me. I don't know how to explain this. It's just that I don't really have strength and will to do anything. Like I can only stare at the wall or watch stupid YouTube films.
It will pass, all I need is to make myself useful. I hope I'll be able to break this threshold tomorrow at work, if not then I'll try to figure something else out.
I decided to buy LTU 4, I will want to listen to it anyways and I have the money so why not? I'll switch to it in May, until then I want to finish 90 days of DMSI and see what happens. It doesn't matter if I'll be drowning in pussy or I'll get nothing - I think LTU will do well for me in the long run and I'll be able to come back to DMSI some time later anyways.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
