04-24-2017, 02:12 PM
Day 53
WTF DMSI? Why are you behaving like AM?
I am I don't feel much like an Alpha but I am kinda getting there. Motivation is high, those small improvements I'd mentioned stick and all seems well. Kinda strange but given how I got tired of false manifestations I'll take that instead
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Interesting thing for me is recently I really got some kind of man-crush on Elon Musk. I used to dismiss this guy for being overrated hipster but really he's amazing in a way. He's not alpha, if he lost some weight he'd be quite handsome but he's workaholic, not really that charismatic in words and terrible at interpersonal relationships. But he's passion for what he's doing is simply amazing. I'm not sure if that was my late night visualizations or a dream but I had this fantasy of applying for job in Tesla and him being the interviewer!
I don't want to be like him exactly. He's great inspiration for me right now but not someone to take example from. He's life is too imbalanced, that mission might have carried him too far. But it shows me how much I lack this kind of mission and given I find one great things might come out of me yet.
WTF DMSI? Why are you behaving like AM?
I am I don't feel much like an Alpha but I am kinda getting there. Motivation is high, those small improvements I'd mentioned stick and all seems well. Kinda strange but given how I got tired of false manifestations I'll take that instead
.Interesting thing for me is recently I really got some kind of man-crush on Elon Musk. I used to dismiss this guy for being overrated hipster but really he's amazing in a way. He's not alpha, if he lost some weight he'd be quite handsome but he's workaholic, not really that charismatic in words and terrible at interpersonal relationships. But he's passion for what he's doing is simply amazing. I'm not sure if that was my late night visualizations or a dream but I had this fantasy of applying for job in Tesla and him being the interviewer!
I don't want to be like him exactly. He's great inspiration for me right now but not someone to take example from. He's life is too imbalanced, that mission might have carried him too far. But it shows me how much I lack this kind of mission and given I find one great things might come out of me yet.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
