06-22-2020, 09:44 AM
Day 22 (2)
I was thinking about my adventures with subliminals and realized something which is not that optimistic. Well, it may be due to what is being put into the subs, but still I wanna make a comment on this.
In the past (years ago) when I'd run old DMSI versions what I'd get sometimes was this nice, happy feeling. I think I'd compare it to some drugs, I don't remember the details. It was a feeling of happiness and awe. Lightheartedness. I believe it was engineered to check if one is executing the sub. Anyhow, I've never got this feeling with LTU. Which is sad because recently I've realized I always walk sad while I should be smiling.
I will try to be smiling on my walks from now on. I'm curious what this will do to my experiences.
And still I somehow will I'd get that ecstasy feeling from the subs again.
I was thinking about my adventures with subliminals and realized something which is not that optimistic. Well, it may be due to what is being put into the subs, but still I wanna make a comment on this.
In the past (years ago) when I'd run old DMSI versions what I'd get sometimes was this nice, happy feeling. I think I'd compare it to some drugs, I don't remember the details. It was a feeling of happiness and awe. Lightheartedness. I believe it was engineered to check if one is executing the sub. Anyhow, I've never got this feeling with LTU. Which is sad because recently I've realized I always walk sad while I should be smiling.
I will try to be smiling on my walks from now on. I'm curious what this will do to my experiences.
And still I somehow will I'd get that ecstasy feeling from the subs again.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
