06-03-2020, 02:20 PM
Day 3
Women in masks are beautiful, did you know that? Well... ok, never mind.
I continued listening to that podcast on Napoleon and topic of his pathetic romantic conquests came to spotlight. Well, this didn't spark much optimism in me.
I remember last time I've tried LTU I was talking something about relationships. And... I don't want it. I was thinking about running DMSI this June but no, I just couldn't bear myself to do it. I feel sick and tired of women.
I long for relationship, I was to be with someone, to create something more than just the sum of your parts but I don't think I can force myself into any kind of relationship at this moment. I've given myself one too many times and, let's be honest, there ain't no angel waiting to fall down from the sky and coming to me, proving that there is nothing I need to fear. If I am to build something I long for I'll have to be a man who could do that - and at this point I just can't.
My stomach starts aching from the very thought
Women in masks are beautiful, did you know that? Well... ok, never mind.
I continued listening to that podcast on Napoleon and topic of his pathetic romantic conquests came to spotlight. Well, this didn't spark much optimism in me.
I remember last time I've tried LTU I was talking something about relationships. And... I don't want it. I was thinking about running DMSI this June but no, I just couldn't bear myself to do it. I feel sick and tired of women.
I long for relationship, I was to be with someone, to create something more than just the sum of your parts but I don't think I can force myself into any kind of relationship at this moment. I've given myself one too many times and, let's be honest, there ain't no angel waiting to fall down from the sky and coming to me, proving that there is nothing I need to fear. If I am to build something I long for I'll have to be a man who could do that - and at this point I just can't.
My stomach starts aching from the very thought
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
