06-02-2020, 04:28 AM
Day 2
Oh yeah, fourth one a charm or something
I was supposed to post daily, upssss... Well, I have very good excuse. First day of a month is my hardcore training day, when I have to beat all my previous training records. I succeeded, but once I was finished I fall asleep immediately.
My posting goal supposes that I actually talk about something something, so let's talk Napoleon. I talked often about how I like listening to podcasts during my walks and that didn't change. If anything it grew out of proportion, I didn't listen to music on my walks for a long, long time. A good thing perhaps.
Anyhow I listen to this podcast about Napoleon now and omg, I cannot help but wonder I'm pretty much like him. Intelligent, introverted, awkward, bookworm always hungry for more knowledge, proud... Yeah, that sounds like me. The major thing that differentiates us is his work ethic - like all successful people he was very diligent while I... well, I'm not so much. Especially now, during this whole social distancing thing. I like to think that me finding this podcast is kind of way the Universe tells me to get my crap together as I have great potential and I have to learn how to use it.
Second topic is my weight loss. Since April my weight stagnated I exercise a lot but I started eating like shit and this has to go. If I am to loose the remaining 8kg or so I have to become very conscious of what I'm eating. The truth is I got lazy and full of excuses in April and May, so if I get my crap together I know I can get to my weight goal. This is all the more significant in a larger picture as I use weight for an excuse not to try in other areas - I could do XYZ but I need to focus on weight loss after all. Well, the sooner I'm out of this excuse the better for me, looks and health none withstanding.
Oh yeah, fourth one a charm or something
I was supposed to post daily, upssss... Well, I have very good excuse. First day of a month is my hardcore training day, when I have to beat all my previous training records. I succeeded, but once I was finished I fall asleep immediately.
My posting goal supposes that I actually talk about something something, so let's talk Napoleon. I talked often about how I like listening to podcasts during my walks and that didn't change. If anything it grew out of proportion, I didn't listen to music on my walks for a long, long time. A good thing perhaps.
Anyhow I listen to this podcast about Napoleon now and omg, I cannot help but wonder I'm pretty much like him. Intelligent, introverted, awkward, bookworm always hungry for more knowledge, proud... Yeah, that sounds like me. The major thing that differentiates us is his work ethic - like all successful people he was very diligent while I... well, I'm not so much. Especially now, during this whole social distancing thing. I like to think that me finding this podcast is kind of way the Universe tells me to get my crap together as I have great potential and I have to learn how to use it.
Second topic is my weight loss. Since April my weight stagnated I exercise a lot but I started eating like shit and this has to go. If I am to loose the remaining 8kg or so I have to become very conscious of what I'm eating. The truth is I got lazy and full of excuses in April and May, so if I get my crap together I know I can get to my weight goal. This is all the more significant in a larger picture as I use weight for an excuse not to try in other areas - I could do XYZ but I need to focus on weight loss after all. Well, the sooner I'm out of this excuse the better for me, looks and health none withstanding.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4