02-29-2020, 01:53 PM
Day 60
I feel frustrated.
I think it's safe to say I'm down to 75kg, meaning I've reached my winter weight goal one month early - I wanted to reach it by the end of March. That's great, if anything I needed to do some research if I'm not losing weight too fast and 5kg in 2 months is still safe.
However, as I'm quite impatient, I like to see results for myself. And in the past few days my weight jumped up 3kg! It's not fat, it's just water as I jumped from dehydrated to over-hydrated, but still frustrating. I'd rather have my morning weight be good measure of my actual progress but it's hard when after a good walk I'm 1kg lighter and I'm not even thirsty in the slightest...
Anyhow, I started to really wonder what to do next. Part of me really wants to start dating again, especially now that I feel more attractive than ever and I'll only feel more so. The problem is that, what I've found, I can only do 2 major projects at the same time. That's why I'm frustrated, due to my success with weight loss I cannot really do much research, reading, socializing etc. because I this principle.
My current projects are weight loss and my job. I'm not ready to give up on any of those at the same time and I know that if I were to add dating to the mix the other two would suffer. So I'm not sure, should I start dating come Spring or should I wait until I reach my dream weight and I'll only need to worry about keeping my weight, freeing my time, focus and energy on the dating. Nice conundrum for the coming March.
I feel frustrated.
I think it's safe to say I'm down to 75kg, meaning I've reached my winter weight goal one month early - I wanted to reach it by the end of March. That's great, if anything I needed to do some research if I'm not losing weight too fast and 5kg in 2 months is still safe.
However, as I'm quite impatient, I like to see results for myself. And in the past few days my weight jumped up 3kg! It's not fat, it's just water as I jumped from dehydrated to over-hydrated, but still frustrating. I'd rather have my morning weight be good measure of my actual progress but it's hard when after a good walk I'm 1kg lighter and I'm not even thirsty in the slightest...
Anyhow, I started to really wonder what to do next. Part of me really wants to start dating again, especially now that I feel more attractive than ever and I'll only feel more so. The problem is that, what I've found, I can only do 2 major projects at the same time. That's why I'm frustrated, due to my success with weight loss I cannot really do much research, reading, socializing etc. because I this principle.
My current projects are weight loss and my job. I'm not ready to give up on any of those at the same time and I know that if I were to add dating to the mix the other two would suffer. So I'm not sure, should I start dating come Spring or should I wait until I reach my dream weight and I'll only need to worry about keeping my weight, freeing my time, focus and energy on the dating. Nice conundrum for the coming March.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
