02-23-2020, 01:57 PM
Day 54
I thought "well, it's nice and lazy Sunday evening and I have little to do so I might just as well finally post an update on the forums!". So I do. Lots to talk about, obviously, but I'll stick to the most important topics. As you might guess, I'm not really in a mood for updates recently.
Weight loss is going great, I've almost achieved my winter goal and I have more than a month to spare. Right now I focus on in-house exercises but once it gets warm enough I'll switch to walks and jogging. And by that I mean 20+ km walks and 5+ km runs. To be honest I cannot wait to see how my running will go given I'm much lighter now and I no longer smoke, I really hope my stamina has improved and I will break some of my life records this year!
Work-wise it's been lazy month. Between family matters, the conference and vacations of my co-workers I've had relatively little to do. Part of me longs for nice routine of work starting this Monday, part of me regrets it as I'll have less time to focus on different things.
I slowly start wondering what my next run will be after this one. I think my original plan was to do yet another LTU run, which will be a guarantee if new version comes out by the end of April. If not then I'll see, this run started due to spontaneous decision and it was a great one, so maybe I'll listen to my intuition again if need be.
Relation-wise it's bad, I really have little need for socializing and I grew to extremely enjoy my alone time. Also I don't plan on dating as long as I don't reach my weight goal so I'll start running Tinder or something similar in Summer at the earliest. I really feel like focusing on my goals right now is the best way for me right now, I hope I won't regret this decision down the road.
Financially I'm very well, I've overspend in January but it looks like I'll have nice surplus in February that will offset the loses. Switching from tobacco to vaping really helps things out. If I keep on like this and maybe even stop one or two bad habits I'll have more than enough money to slowly change my entire wardrobe to slimmer clothes while keeping saving money on the side.
In general I'm happy. I get moody sometimes and especially about my relationships I feel apathy more often than not so things are not perfect, but I'm happy. As I'm going through serious physical changes I'm being hit with revelations quite often. They are mostly hopeful, for the first time in my life I feel like I can really get slim and fit. And I think most of the fears around losing weight are gone, it's just a matter of time and hard work to get there. A matter of when, not if.
I thought "well, it's nice and lazy Sunday evening and I have little to do so I might just as well finally post an update on the forums!". So I do. Lots to talk about, obviously, but I'll stick to the most important topics. As you might guess, I'm not really in a mood for updates recently.
Weight loss is going great, I've almost achieved my winter goal and I have more than a month to spare. Right now I focus on in-house exercises but once it gets warm enough I'll switch to walks and jogging. And by that I mean 20+ km walks and 5+ km runs. To be honest I cannot wait to see how my running will go given I'm much lighter now and I no longer smoke, I really hope my stamina has improved and I will break some of my life records this year!
Work-wise it's been lazy month. Between family matters, the conference and vacations of my co-workers I've had relatively little to do. Part of me longs for nice routine of work starting this Monday, part of me regrets it as I'll have less time to focus on different things.
I slowly start wondering what my next run will be after this one. I think my original plan was to do yet another LTU run, which will be a guarantee if new version comes out by the end of April. If not then I'll see, this run started due to spontaneous decision and it was a great one, so maybe I'll listen to my intuition again if need be.
Relation-wise it's bad, I really have little need for socializing and I grew to extremely enjoy my alone time. Also I don't plan on dating as long as I don't reach my weight goal so I'll start running Tinder or something similar in Summer at the earliest. I really feel like focusing on my goals right now is the best way for me right now, I hope I won't regret this decision down the road.
Financially I'm very well, I've overspend in January but it looks like I'll have nice surplus in February that will offset the loses. Switching from tobacco to vaping really helps things out. If I keep on like this and maybe even stop one or two bad habits I'll have more than enough money to slowly change my entire wardrobe to slimmer clothes while keeping saving money on the side.
In general I'm happy. I get moody sometimes and especially about my relationships I feel apathy more often than not so things are not perfect, but I'm happy. As I'm going through serious physical changes I'm being hit with revelations quite often. They are mostly hopeful, for the first time in my life I feel like I can really get slim and fit. And I think most of the fears around losing weight are gone, it's just a matter of time and hard work to get there. A matter of when, not if.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
