12-18-2019, 09:54 AM
I do not feel all that great, but not terribly either. I still think a lot about death but when you think a lot about something your mind kind of saturates and it goes to the background as you need to focus on other things as well.
The worst thing right now is the upcoming Christmas. The first Christmas since my dad passed away and I doubt it will be a happy one. I just want to get over it as soon as possible.
Anyway, my plans and goals for the next year are starting to become clearer. I don't want to set them yet but I think I will set myself 3 or so goals that I want to accomplish by the end of the next year. Chief among them will be losing are rest of my excess fat, about 15 kilos in 12 months seems plausible. Given my weight is stuck for 3 months or so a little more effort should get me there.
Also I consider running DMSI since LTU does not seem likely to be released any time soon. There will be 3 occasion (one in December, one in January and one in February) where DMSI might be handy. And sure, I might not be aligned with the goal of DMSI but I know I will have to get out of my shell sooner or later.
That DMSI run would not be a serious one as I might need to cut it short once LTU comes near. Still, even a couple of weeks of good exposure might be nice. There are a couple of useful modules in there I might benefit from, interest from beautiful women notwithstanding.
The worst thing right now is the upcoming Christmas. The first Christmas since my dad passed away and I doubt it will be a happy one. I just want to get over it as soon as possible.
Anyway, my plans and goals for the next year are starting to become clearer. I don't want to set them yet but I think I will set myself 3 or so goals that I want to accomplish by the end of the next year. Chief among them will be losing are rest of my excess fat, about 15 kilos in 12 months seems plausible. Given my weight is stuck for 3 months or so a little more effort should get me there.
Also I consider running DMSI since LTU does not seem likely to be released any time soon. There will be 3 occasion (one in December, one in January and one in February) where DMSI might be handy. And sure, I might not be aligned with the goal of DMSI but I know I will have to get out of my shell sooner or later.
That DMSI run would not be a serious one as I might need to cut it short once LTU comes near. Still, even a couple of weeks of good exposure might be nice. There are a couple of useful modules in there I might benefit from, interest from beautiful women notwithstanding.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
