12-10-2019, 01:52 PM
OK, so apparently Shannon is going to work on new LTU version, which means... well, I have no idea. I'd love to wait and run the new version but that may take helluva long time and I intend on starting the new run January 1st. We'll see, there are 3 weeks to go and if @Shannon will be able to tell more about if and when new LTU version will be out, then I'll make my decision.
Damn, byt that time I may decide to run good old Alpha Male for all I know.
I'm liking DMSI root less and less. It's just that I see no point in running a sub and not striving towards its main goal. I think I will start dating in spring anyways, it's just that I don't want it to be my focus.
As per UMS... Funny story, yesterday at work I had this thought of "Damn, I want out of here". It's stupid and silly but let's take it into context. I love my work but now I'm using it as my anchor, which is less than perfect. My happiness and well-being in general depends on what's going on in the workplace right now. I do well and I feel fine - I do poorly and I get anxious. Furthermore, now my financial situation is great and all, but it may not always be like that. The worst case scenario (but not that unlikely) is that I'm pretty certain to keep the job but I will lose a lot of money and I will have just enough to get by. If this happens I may be better off searching for luck elsewhere. Anyway, I don't need to worry for the next year and a half, so I guess I'll try UMS then. I still have time, and lots of it.
Damn, byt that time I may decide to run good old Alpha Male for all I know.
I'm liking DMSI root less and less. It's just that I see no point in running a sub and not striving towards its main goal. I think I will start dating in spring anyways, it's just that I don't want it to be my focus.
As per UMS... Funny story, yesterday at work I had this thought of "Damn, I want out of here". It's stupid and silly but let's take it into context. I love my work but now I'm using it as my anchor, which is less than perfect. My happiness and well-being in general depends on what's going on in the workplace right now. I do well and I feel fine - I do poorly and I get anxious. Furthermore, now my financial situation is great and all, but it may not always be like that. The worst case scenario (but not that unlikely) is that I'm pretty certain to keep the job but I will lose a lot of money and I will have just enough to get by. If this happens I may be better off searching for luck elsewhere. Anyway, I don't need to worry for the next year and a half, so I guess I'll try UMS then. I still have time, and lots of it.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
