09-19-2019, 01:01 PM
Day 13 (0)
Self-iteration
First of all... I feel well. Tired but well. I'm trying my best to get myself into a certain rhythm of life, one where I am more productive and have less time to waste for dumb stuff. And it work, not as well as I'd hope but better than I expected.
By the way I've watched today new Spiderman movie and it was strangely satisfying. I don't like Spiderman as a character at all, "Homecoming" for me was average at best and quite frankly boring. But "Far From Home" resonated with me.
Now that sponsor is happy back to the topic. I can't help but wonder that in my current mindset I'm employing something I'd call "self-iteration". So basically every day is an iteration in my life. And I notice what I do right and what I do wrong, what I should do more and what I can cope without. And every day I try something new to this routine, change it a little, either try if something else will work or I'm forced to test it when something break the routine.
It's funny that this idea came to me myself, I didn't read about it or anything like that. And right now I think it is the way to go for me. Try things out, slowly optimize.
Rolling back habits is also going well. My reading goes well and I'm thinking about reading next BlackDragon's "Alpha Male 2.0", I read it a long time ago and I remember it has great tips about time management. And I need to work on my time management (I fell it's gonna be topic of my next post
). My weight is still stuck but I keep working out with even some mild milestones on my walking routine. Thoughts about joining local gym come and go, I'm still way to anxious to do it though. That leaves only NoFap to work on but again, I'm not even sure IF I want to limit that at this stage.
I mean, seriously, does distraction of porn hurt me more than distraction of relationship would? I'm not sure but I am sure I'm not willing to focus on anyone but myself right now. I'm not even moved by soon-to-be-released new DMSI. Please, once it's out test it for me, I'll maybe jump onto its bandwagon in 3 months or so
Self-iteration
First of all... I feel well. Tired but well. I'm trying my best to get myself into a certain rhythm of life, one where I am more productive and have less time to waste for dumb stuff. And it work, not as well as I'd hope but better than I expected.
By the way I've watched today new Spiderman movie and it was strangely satisfying. I don't like Spiderman as a character at all, "Homecoming" for me was average at best and quite frankly boring. But "Far From Home" resonated with me.
Now that sponsor is happy back to the topic. I can't help but wonder that in my current mindset I'm employing something I'd call "self-iteration". So basically every day is an iteration in my life. And I notice what I do right and what I do wrong, what I should do more and what I can cope without. And every day I try something new to this routine, change it a little, either try if something else will work or I'm forced to test it when something break the routine.
It's funny that this idea came to me myself, I didn't read about it or anything like that. And right now I think it is the way to go for me. Try things out, slowly optimize.
Rolling back habits is also going well. My reading goes well and I'm thinking about reading next BlackDragon's "Alpha Male 2.0", I read it a long time ago and I remember it has great tips about time management. And I need to work on my time management (I fell it's gonna be topic of my next post
). My weight is still stuck but I keep working out with even some mild milestones on my walking routine. Thoughts about joining local gym come and go, I'm still way to anxious to do it though. That leaves only NoFap to work on but again, I'm not even sure IF I want to limit that at this stage.I mean, seriously, does distraction of porn hurt me more than distraction of relationship would? I'm not sure but I am sure I'm not willing to focus on anyone but myself right now. I'm not even moved by soon-to-be-released new DMSI. Please, once it's out test it for me, I'll maybe jump onto its bandwagon in 3 months or so
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
