Mystic Life - LTU 5

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Day 69 (0)

69 guys! 



Juvenile jokes aside, it's time for summary of the month. I could do proper summary, with numbers and all good stuff, like I did it last month, but

• I'm too lazy
  
• Some of these numbers I was already giving you (e.g. weight loss)
  
• There is little to be proud of.
  

The thing is this month had been quite harsh. Let's see: crunch before conference, conference itself, ear infection and now sudden addition to long hikes. First 3 meant I had to forsake some of my commitments, either due to lack of energy or stress taking away my strong will. So, I was smoking more, I was exercising less and my NoFap went down the drain, among other things.

There is however silver lining. I kept on losing weight (by far my biggest commitment), I was quite productive and I feel quite good in general. I don't think I've talked about this on this forum but there is this feeling of assurance about me. Like I know everything is going to be fine and I know I will get what I want and what I believe I deserve. This is powerful feeling as it is the opposite to anxiety and uncertainty about the future.

I wish this month was smoother and as enjoyable as May was. However, you cannot have everything and I still think June was above average. For example I dealt well with the rejection and I successfully faced many challenges, both external and self-imposed.

Also I believe I'm well prepared for the future challenges. Tomorrow I'll post about my plans and challenges it comes with for the July.