06-16-2019, 01:46 AM
Day 55 (1)
Sadly, the girl from the conference refused my invitation.
That's bad! I was really hoping something might have worked out of this down the line. The sheer number of coincidences and luck I had around her was astonishing. Maybe I've done something wrong? Maybe I'm reading to much into simple situation?
That's great! Waaaaait, what? The thing is right now, more than anything else, I want peace and quiet. I want to focus on myself, bring myself up to the level. Weight loss, smoking, job, educating myself, NoFap, everything. Any and all of those things suffer when I have to focus on anyone else but myself. And so, I think I ultimately wasn't ready yet and I need still lots of space and time for myself.
Who cares?! What happened happened. I cannot change the past (or can I...
) and I need to focus on the future. I should not worry myself with the things that are beyond my control.
Sadly, the girl from the conference refused my invitation.
That's bad! I was really hoping something might have worked out of this down the line. The sheer number of coincidences and luck I had around her was astonishing. Maybe I've done something wrong? Maybe I'm reading to much into simple situation?
That's great! Waaaaait, what? The thing is right now, more than anything else, I want peace and quiet. I want to focus on myself, bring myself up to the level. Weight loss, smoking, job, educating myself, NoFap, everything. Any and all of those things suffer when I have to focus on anyone else but myself. And so, I think I ultimately wasn't ready yet and I need still lots of space and time for myself.
Who cares?! What happened happened. I cannot change the past (or can I...
) and I need to focus on the future. I should not worry myself with the things that are beyond my control.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
