My Musings (DMSI 3.2)

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If I had a better solution, don't you think I'd tell you about it? I've been trying for years now to understand why you guys are resisting the programs, how, and what to do about it. And so far, literally 2 or 3 hundred different attempts and approaches have all helped, but not solved the problem.

I'm hoping to have a solution sometime this year. I've got some new things coming up that I am hopeful for, and the models are showing that I manage to do something along those lines this year.

Until then, start asking yourself why. Why would I resist? Why am I afraid of achieving these goals? Things like that, and keep asking why. If you do it right, you will eventually uncover the root reason. Once you understand at a conscious level what the root reason is, you can start making progress.

I appreciate your reply.

I honestly don't know why I would resist. All parts of me that I'm consciously aware of would only find joy from achieving the goals. The angry parts of me want revenge and to finally turn the tables after all these years. The positive side of me wants to finally achieve in this area and to have the new experiences I seek. And I feel like from a perspective of my higher self that this is a part of me attaining my true freedom.