08-02-2015, 09:19 PM
Continuation of Day 9
First day at my job tomorrow and I don't feel as terrified anymore haha. I was having thoughts before on are my Co workers or whoever I'm going to be near are going to like me or not yada yada. This sort of thing is rooted from certain events that happened from Middle school. So, I felt scared to even go there. But, now when I think about it, it's definitely been muted. Muted not as in buried, forgotten or what not. Muted as in the problem is being dealt with internally and it's not as bad, the thought of the new job, new place doesn't make my me feel as if my stomach just dropped. Alright that's all.. I need to start improving on my conclusions here haha.x
First day at my job tomorrow and I don't feel as terrified anymore haha. I was having thoughts before on are my Co workers or whoever I'm going to be near are going to like me or not yada yada. This sort of thing is rooted from certain events that happened from Middle school. So, I felt scared to even go there. But, now when I think about it, it's definitely been muted. Muted not as in buried, forgotten or what not. Muted as in the problem is being dealt with internally and it's not as bad, the thought of the new job, new place doesn't make my me feel as if my stomach just dropped. Alright that's all.. I need to start improving on my conclusions here haha.x
