07-28-2015, 06:48 PM
Day 4
Woke up with headphones in my ears. Had a couple of dreams. One I remembered the most was about that friend I wrote about on the first day of my journal. It was actually a good dream. There were some things she did in the dream that have made me upset in the real world, but in the dream I didn't feel bad about it at all. Like going out w/out me, etc.. I didn't feel needy. Also, woke up calm today. Side note, I've been feeling really sleepy past couple of days, don't know if it's the Subs or not but damn! Never been so sleepy! Anyways, I've been feeling a lot better about situations now! I don't get so upset when I hear certain things that used to make me feel bad before, so that I'm very very happy about! Hahaha. I've been able to sleep in with my headphones, and they stay in, woot woot. So overall just been feeling better and better. ☺☺
Side note real quick, I've been noticing that there are times when I have the wonderful opportunity to listen and I choose not to. Like I'll tell myself “oh it's alright, just taking a little break.” My subconscious is being a little sneaky...
Day 5
Going out today and I don't feel good! What I'm noticing though is that I want to actually look good, and I'm not worried about who's going to be out there our not, because I'm actually going to look cute. This may not seem very significant but I've had problems with my looks since I was young. So EPRHA is tackling some issues here.
Honestly really glad I took this Sub because now I'm realizing why I've never been able to get anymore results with AOS or ASC. I would get results but they wouldn't last very much. ?
What's even better is, for any one who uses LOA to get things, these subs are going to help. I'm noticing some physical changes, but I'll explain that later.
Went out today, and there was a guy on a bike and he kept looking in the car . We ended following his path, not intentional though. But before we separated paths he looked inside the car again. (Mom was driving. ?)
Then went to the bank today and this older guy probably late thirties or older forties kept looking at me, like I'll make eye contact and he continued to stare. Yikes hahahaha. Feeling really sick today though.
Woke up with headphones in my ears. Had a couple of dreams. One I remembered the most was about that friend I wrote about on the first day of my journal. It was actually a good dream. There were some things she did in the dream that have made me upset in the real world, but in the dream I didn't feel bad about it at all. Like going out w/out me, etc.. I didn't feel needy. Also, woke up calm today. Side note, I've been feeling really sleepy past couple of days, don't know if it's the Subs or not but damn! Never been so sleepy! Anyways, I've been feeling a lot better about situations now! I don't get so upset when I hear certain things that used to make me feel bad before, so that I'm very very happy about! Hahaha. I've been able to sleep in with my headphones, and they stay in, woot woot. So overall just been feeling better and better. ☺☺
Side note real quick, I've been noticing that there are times when I have the wonderful opportunity to listen and I choose not to. Like I'll tell myself “oh it's alright, just taking a little break.” My subconscious is being a little sneaky...
Day 5
Going out today and I don't feel good! What I'm noticing though is that I want to actually look good, and I'm not worried about who's going to be out there our not, because I'm actually going to look cute. This may not seem very significant but I've had problems with my looks since I was young. So EPRHA is tackling some issues here.
Honestly really glad I took this Sub because now I'm realizing why I've never been able to get anymore results with AOS or ASC. I would get results but they wouldn't last very much. ?
What's even better is, for any one who uses LOA to get things, these subs are going to help. I'm noticing some physical changes, but I'll explain that later.
Went out today, and there was a guy on a bike and he kept looking in the car . We ended following his path, not intentional though. But before we separated paths he looked inside the car again. (Mom was driving. ?)
Then went to the bank today and this older guy probably late thirties or older forties kept looking at me, like I'll make eye contact and he continued to stare. Yikes hahahaha. Feeling really sick today though.
