Day 9
Continued my daily loop of DMSI 3.2b in the morning. Today I was very relaxed and overslept and exceeded the loop by 12 minutes.
I haven't really been testing out the effects of DMSI in the past two days as I have stayed at home.
I continue to stay away from porn, even though I still have some urge to watch it but the urges are slowly weakening. Nevertheless, I am somehow conscious that my urges might come stronger if I don't have any confidence left in DMSI 3.2 and can't see whether there is any other effect on me other than curbing the porn addiction.
My feelings these days are mixed. I am very much aware that I am in a very tight financial situation, and no doubt I am very very anxious about my situation even though I am expecting some income from certain sources to come in over the next one or two weeks that will keep me sustained for the time-being.
At this point of time, I have not really seen anything that has given me a big boost to my self-confidence or self-esteem, which has never been high to begin with, not to say my confidence with women.
Nevertheless, I have grown some silent confidence (or hope) that in the next few weeks if I continue to listen faithfully, DMSI 3.2 will work its magic.
Perhaps the effects of DMSI 3.2 are too subtle for me to see within the week, especially for a person like me tormented with lots of emotional baggage, trauma as well limited beliefs from my past experiences in life.
If DMSI 3.2 can help me clear all my negative baggage and make me into a better, more confident person in control of himself as well as improve my quality of life, then my next steps are to go help my family members improve theirs with the other subs.
Continued my daily loop of DMSI 3.2b in the morning. Today I was very relaxed and overslept and exceeded the loop by 12 minutes.
I haven't really been testing out the effects of DMSI in the past two days as I have stayed at home.
I continue to stay away from porn, even though I still have some urge to watch it but the urges are slowly weakening. Nevertheless, I am somehow conscious that my urges might come stronger if I don't have any confidence left in DMSI 3.2 and can't see whether there is any other effect on me other than curbing the porn addiction.
My feelings these days are mixed. I am very much aware that I am in a very tight financial situation, and no doubt I am very very anxious about my situation even though I am expecting some income from certain sources to come in over the next one or two weeks that will keep me sustained for the time-being.
At this point of time, I have not really seen anything that has given me a big boost to my self-confidence or self-esteem, which has never been high to begin with, not to say my confidence with women.
Nevertheless, I have grown some silent confidence (or hope) that in the next few weeks if I continue to listen faithfully, DMSI 3.2 will work its magic.
Perhaps the effects of DMSI 3.2 are too subtle for me to see within the week, especially for a person like me tormented with lots of emotional baggage, trauma as well limited beliefs from my past experiences in life.
If DMSI 3.2 can help me clear all my negative baggage and make me into a better, more confident person in control of himself as well as improve my quality of life, then my next steps are to go help my family members improve theirs with the other subs.
