05-04-2020, 02:01 PM
I think the FRM has helped me deal with some of my fears. I mentioned in my last post of being afraid of being successful. Thinking about it now, I no longer have that feeling of fear I had last week. Instead, I am getting excited thinking about the financial freedom I can have through creating multiple sources of income. The feeling of undeservedness I had has greatly reduced.
My motivation is low, but I am procrastinating less. Sometimes I want to relax, scroll through my phone, and watch silly videos. But I would get a nagging feeling prompting me to do something more productive. A few times I told myself I would do some work later only to find myself asking "What is stopping you now?!". It feels like when I was a kid being asked by my parents to complete a chore. It is kind of annoying on the one hand, but on the other, this helped me to complete a project two days before its due date which I did not expect.
I will be taking a secondary ASRB break tomorrow. In the first two cycles, I listened to the masked waves track before moving to the hybrid waves track. I will stick with the hybrid for now.
My motivation is low, but I am procrastinating less. Sometimes I want to relax, scroll through my phone, and watch silly videos. But I would get a nagging feeling prompting me to do something more productive. A few times I told myself I would do some work later only to find myself asking "What is stopping you now?!". It feels like when I was a kid being asked by my parents to complete a chore. It is kind of annoying on the one hand, but on the other, this helped me to complete a project two days before its due date which I did not expect.
I will be taking a secondary ASRB break tomorrow. In the first two cycles, I listened to the masked waves track before moving to the hybrid waves track. I will stick with the hybrid for now.
Confront your problems. Walk away from BS. Seek wisdom to know the difference.
