04-27-2020, 10:23 AM
Being away from the forum for a while, I missed the discussions on FRM so I have read very little about it. FRM is in UM/OP v2 and I think it is kicking my bum big time! My heart has been racing all day and I'm becoming aware of some limiting beliefs I have.
I am afraid of being successful. It's one thing to read about being afraid of success in self-help books and suspect you are manifesting that, and it's another to just "know" it. I don't know how best to explain this but it feels like someone just offered me a shit ton of money and I don't know what to do it with it and trying to escape from the offer. It is a weird illogical feeling.
For example, I have had mostly minimum wage jobs since I moved to the UK. Hopefully, I will be in a position to get a far better job starting this summer. The thought of me making more money than I make now raises insecurity issues in me which I've never experienced before.
I'm hoping the FRM will bulldoze through whatever fear I'm harbouring.
I'm still waking up earlier than usual. I woke up today at 5:30 am. I normally wake up around 7 am. I've also been more hungry in the last couple of days. I guess that means I need to be well fed to execute.
I am afraid of being successful. It's one thing to read about being afraid of success in self-help books and suspect you are manifesting that, and it's another to just "know" it. I don't know how best to explain this but it feels like someone just offered me a shit ton of money and I don't know what to do it with it and trying to escape from the offer. It is a weird illogical feeling.
For example, I have had mostly minimum wage jobs since I moved to the UK. Hopefully, I will be in a position to get a far better job starting this summer. The thought of me making more money than I make now raises insecurity issues in me which I've never experienced before.
I'm hoping the FRM will bulldoze through whatever fear I'm harbouring.
I'm still waking up earlier than usual. I woke up today at 5:30 am. I normally wake up around 7 am. I've also been more hungry in the last couple of days. I guess that means I need to be well fed to execute.
Confront your problems. Walk away from BS. Seek wisdom to know the difference.
