Metamorphosis: AM6 (...) « DAOS (32 da) + LGOPR (9 da)

[alden]

I make good plans, but often, real circumstances do not synchronize with my plans, and that makes things more difficult. I quit my job yesterday, and while I am making these transitions, I could see that the chance for me to practice my pickup skills will become less frequent. I hope I could do it at least once a week.

I and some acquaintances agreed that we're going to another province tomorrow to hone our pickup skills. It seems that's the only chance I have for this week. But today, my friend texted me to say, they couldn't make it and the plan is postponed.

I hope I could practice alone, but at this low point, I really need some friends to keep my vibes up. As a last resort, I called another acquaintance, who is not the most fun to hang out with, to ask if we could sarge together. Now, it seems he also does not want me as his sarge mate.

I wish I could control circumstances... At this point, it seems that the "friends manifestation" is not yet happening. Come on, I should not stay in this hut forever doing paper works! I kinda feel paralyzed, but these are just negative thoughts...

EDIT: That would be great then! I have this weekend to look for a job