Day 26 (continuation)
I don't like this. I saw my oneitis dancing in an outfit and dance moves that really turns me on. Suddenly, somebody teased her about the jerk guy—the one she chose over me—who broke up with her. I felt cold. Now, in my bed, I could imagine her having sex with some guy. (She and her ex had slept together a few times, someone told me.) I don't know if this imagined thought is caused by DAOS, but I feel jealous. I'm doing affirmations to accept that the girl might not really be the right one for me.
Some part of me is asking why I couldn't get the kind of girl I want. While others could get them easily, and leave them as fast.
I don't like this. I saw my oneitis dancing in an outfit and dance moves that really turns me on. Suddenly, somebody teased her about the jerk guy—the one she chose over me—who broke up with her. I felt cold. Now, in my bed, I could imagine her having sex with some guy. (She and her ex had slept together a few times, someone told me.) I don't know if this imagined thought is caused by DAOS, but I feel jealous. I'm doing affirmations to accept that the girl might not really be the right one for me.
Some part of me is asking why I couldn't get the kind of girl I want. While others could get them easily, and leave them as fast.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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