08-11-2016, 09:50 PM
Day 24,
Yesterday, one of the members of 5th Harmony was at my restaurant. I walked right past her when I walked in. Nobody really noticed; she was with family. It was all really chill, and nobody really went up to her, let alone notice her.
I had a BJJ class today; I learned a bunch of sweeps and takedowns; though I was warned that I'd get this uneasy feeling from having my torso (and its contained organs) hitting the floor repeatedly, I didn't except such a high level of uneasiness and queasiness that lasted most of the day. It's gone now.
Singing is such a damned challenge. I'm thinking about using perfect form, and letting my voice crack as it will; I will also avoid the temptation to muscle my way into a higher note. I'm seeing singing as a skill of 'access', instead of a skill of 'nimbleness'.
Yesterday, one of the members of 5th Harmony was at my restaurant. I walked right past her when I walked in. Nobody really noticed; she was with family. It was all really chill, and nobody really went up to her, let alone notice her.
I had a BJJ class today; I learned a bunch of sweeps and takedowns; though I was warned that I'd get this uneasy feeling from having my torso (and its contained organs) hitting the floor repeatedly, I didn't except such a high level of uneasiness and queasiness that lasted most of the day. It's gone now.
Singing is such a damned challenge. I'm thinking about using perfect form, and letting my voice crack as it will; I will also avoid the temptation to muscle my way into a higher note. I'm seeing singing as a skill of 'access', instead of a skill of 'nimbleness'.
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