Masculine Prime (Primal Masculinity 5.11g)

[Benjamin]

More stuff from highschool coming up. Had a weird dream where I think I was a security guard on a train and there was some guys from school, actually maybe even primary school (the first school you goto, don't know what it's called in the us). But only one guy I recognized, he come and bumped into me on purpose and I did nothing, and there was another guy I knew was picking on me and an argument but I don't know who it was.

I don't exactly understand what it was representing or working on, other than I understood it was likely something around being picked on.

I felt a bit anxious and weird down the street, not too bad. Felt like I was slightly projecting some of the PM vibe like before.

This time atleast I realized how I was feeling was related to what I was dreaming about like it's processing.

Also yesterday after I did the 10 loops the night before I had less urge for social media bullshit again, i'd lose interest and close it. Then for a while I looked at bs on twitter then closed it. Today feel a little worse, I noticed I was feeling allright until I went on social media and my mood has gone down. What I was reading was stuff about houses being broken into, which is fear based and feeds into this fear of really engaging in the world, so my mood went down and my head has been a bit sore and constricted for most of the day since.