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You're in a cycle. Every time, you do the same things. You make progress, second guess yourself, continue witth progress, hit a wall, self sabotage, second guess yourself and then justify moving on to a different program. You do this every time you encounter something uncomfortable, or anything that could make progress.
During all this, did you run PM to counter any of it? Didn't sound like it.
So get back on PM, hit it hard, and crush self sabotage. Don't worry about 6G programs. You don't have those. Stop letting your resistant parts get away with this same pattern of bullshit.
Ok done, didn't think of that as it was only the name.
I've noticed my ability to stick to it for a period of time has lessened, but that also partly comes from doing so and not getting what I was hoping still.
I did run it when this was coming up, I explored potential resistance to the hybrid volume then I was able to listen to it at the described volume. I listened to 1 loop of it on each of those days (on top of my night listening). I just realized that hybrid may have triggered me more, as after it yesterday I stayed up an hour later looking at porn.
So i'll try ocean surf instead. I also did 2 extra nights of listening after the derailment happened, which is interesting in that I felt like all the results were gone, but the autoconfig was there saying "don't take tonight off, do another night" until last night where I needed a night off.
So I haven't stopped PM, but that was definately part of my thought process. I feel a bit more relaxed today after the night off, after extending the listening by 2 nights.
